Control is an illusion [Mr.Robot]

Where do you think you are right now?
You know you haven't been staying with your mother, right
I know
Control can sometimes be an illusion
But sometimes you need illusion to gain control. It's an illusion
//SONG// Sweet dreams by Emily Browning
What the fuck are you talking about?
Bang
I hurt myself
I will never leave you alone again
I am afraid
Afraid of what?
Do I even exist?
Still
I have to know
Why did you do it?
I wanted to save the world!
Why didn't you say anything?
What do you want?
I want to know